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freaky & inspiring:

Thu, 07 Jan 2010 09:47:00 -0500

Daily Couples:

This issue doesn’t have to be resolved right away. In fact, it’s better if it’s not. You and your sweetheart are just barely starting to deal with this situation. An answer is in the works. Give it time.

It’s funny how things work: When you assume things will work out for the best, they often do. So predict a happy outcome for this current romantic possibility. Have a positive outlook when it comes to life and love.

Overview:

This partnership has been thrown out of balance. What you need is a paperweight. Things are getting better in small ways, and you may find that you’re better able to leap ahead at work or in your love life. Things don’t have to make too much sense right now, as long as you’re taking action.

Extended:

There’s only one person you can think of who’s equipped to give you the advice you need now, especially since it’s such a private matter. So go see them, or at least give them a call. If you’re not sure of what to do, especially if the matter involves your career or reputation, don’t hesitate to ask for help. After all, think of how many times and how many ways you’ve offered to help in the past without ever being asked.

today consisted of

Thu, 07 Jan 2010 00:11:07 -0500

lying in bed all day, watching Top Model and various other television programs, being comforted by talks with the women in my life that have the uncanny ability to not only make things seem better, but put them in perspective. Ate dinner in bed, stayed in pajamas all day, prayed and gained faith that this will work out, in whatever way best satisfies me. I’m getting excited about graduation and the paths that are opening for me.

Washington D.C.? Baltimore? NYC? Nashville? Grad school? AmeriCorps? Research non-profits on my own? Live with people I know? Branch out on my own? I’m excited.

I probably will give him a second chance if he wants it. and I kind of hope he does.

empty threats for the day!

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 15:46:38 -0500

I’m going to turn off ANTM and finish this AmeriCorps form!
I’m going to move millions of miles away and not tell anyone!
I’m going to call T and tell him off!
I’m going to change out of this ridiculous outfit of two pairs of tights, pajama shorts, t-shirt, and cardigan!
I’m going to be in a good mood!

"Life is always harder near the summit."

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 11:48:33 -0500

“Life is always harder near the summit.”

- my fortune cookie from P.F. Chang’s

"Inside every cynical person, there is a disappointed idealist."

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 11:39:49 -0500

“Inside every cynical person, there is a disappointed idealist.”

- George Carlin (via alaskamiller) (via littlewhiskey) (via lovechristine) (via raptoravatar) (via gunstreetgirl)

This made me tear up because it hurts that it’s so true.

my eyes are stinging

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 11:34:28 -0500

from the tears and heartache I unexpectedly faced yesterday. There is still no closure, as always, and I’m still not sure where I stand with him. I’m frustrated, but still hopeful, but not to a dangerous extent. We take chances, and it’s good, but we need to always be prepared for the worst.

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Sun, 03 Jan 2010 20:36:15 -0500

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Sun, 03 Jan 2010 20:36:08 -0500

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THIS IS THE BEN & JERRY’S VERMONSTER. 14,000...

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 18:32:00 -0500

THIS IS THE BEN & JERRY’S VERMONSTER. 14,000 CALORIES

HOLY SHIT

I WANT TO SHARE THIS WITH A BILLION PEOPLE. IF THIS WAS SHARED WITH 8 PEOPLE, AND THE ENTIRE THING WAS EATEN, EACH PERSON WOULD HAVE TO EAT A POUND OF ICE CREAM.

HOLY FUCKING COW.

SHRIMP LATKES. I saw a shrimp pancake on the Travel Channel,...

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 18:29:55 -0500

SHRIMP LATKES.

I saw a shrimp pancake on the Travel Channel, which sounded gross, but I had the idea of a shrimp latke. Someone else had the idea first, but it’s awesome.

favorite line from grease.

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 18:02:00 -0500

Marty: Here Frenchy, you can use my virgin pin.
Jan: Yeah, nice to know it's good for something.

gunstreetgirl: bibliotheque: Hall & Oates/You Make My...

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 13:29:53 -0500

gunstreetgirl:

bibliotheque:

Hall & Oates/You Make My Dreams

DUH.

seriously

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 02:31:06 -0500

could watch The Office all day, everyday, never stopping.

I can most relate to Elizabeth Bennet than any other character...

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 21:52:00 -0500

I can most relate to Elizabeth Bennet than any other character in any novel, television program, or movie. Pride always gets in the way for girls like us.

you know how i like to ramble.

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 21:03:47 -0500

Her heart was overflowing with words and thoughts and emotions…always thinking, never taking a moment to breathe. She tried to keep her spirits high, but it always felt like a dare she should not take. She wanted to soar without fear, she wanted to trust without the feeling that she would be devastated at some point. She often preached to others to take chances, to live in the moment, but she herself had a hard time doing just that. It was difficult to appear as a wise soul when she felt like her heart was a lost cause. Did she deserve the love that she so desired? Was she acting in a sensible, logical way? Did it matter?

This is on right now. Do I want to sob tonight?

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 20:03:53 -0500

This is on right now. Do I want to sob tonight?

NYE ‘09: stole these letters off a professional’s...

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 19:29:00 -0500

NYE ‘09:

stole these letters off a professional’s business sign
yelled “HAPPY DICK DAY” throughout Asheville, including at young children
was carried home
rang in the new year at a gay bar
made the resolution to trust more

sigh

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 19:26:00 -0500

really miss him today. This is silly…haven’t felt like this about someone in a long time, I’m not used to these emotions.

lookbookdotnu: snowflakes are kisses sent from heaven

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 13:09:17 -0500

lookbookdotnu:

snowflakes are kisses sent from heaven

don't be mad at me

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 00:03:00 -0500

but I don’t like British The Office. I just can’t connect with anyone. Maybe if I had started with it first…

To celebrate my distaste for British Office, I’m going to watch an episode of U.S. Office I have seen probably 5 times.